Friday, February 19, 2016

Tales of Erelith: The Exile (Chapter 8, Part 2)

Wheezing heavily, Holden collapsed into the snow, his body wracked with the pain and cold. He could feel the sting of fresh bruises forming on his body. Planting his gloved hands into the snow, he managed to push himself onto his feet. He remained hunched over, but turned his head to look up at Yerryn, who did not appear tired in the slightest.
“Stand up,” she ordered curtly.
Against his body’s wishes, Holden stood upright, and lifted his sword -- blade padded in layers of leather -- to spar with Yerryn again.
“Your footwork is nonexistent,” Yerryn said, “it’s a miracle that you haven’t perished already.” Without warning she swung her padded blade towards Holden’s shoulder. While he managed to block the blow, she swept her leg against his, sending him stumbling to the side before she slammed her elbow into his back.
Yelling in pain, Holden collapsed into the snow. “What is the point of this?” he asked, trying to get up once more.
“The tradition of Stal is that those who venture here must become stronger than when they arrived,” explained Yerryn. “I will not coddle you; when the time comes, you can be depended upon.”
“So you’ll beat the imperfections out of me?” Holden asked, his body throbbing with pain.
“If that is what it takes.” Yerryn slid the practice padding off of her sword, before sliding it into its scabbard. “The sun will be down, soon. Along with whatever creatures that prowl Stal at night, you will have to evade On’hinian patrols. Should you be captured, expect a beating, and far worse from me.”
“You’re going to simply leave me here?” Sheathing his own blade, holden handed the padding to Yerrn. “What of learning how to better wield a sword?”
“”Why do you think I permit you to still carry it?” Yerryn queried in retort. “Do what you must to survive, short of killing the soldiers. Understand?”
“Yes, Lieutenant.”
“May Hino watch over your soul.” Turning on her heel, Yerryn followed the tracks they made coming to this expanse of undeveloped wilderness. Holden could only stand there, watching her travel further away, until she slipped out of sight.
A gust of wind rushed past holden, throwing a thin cloud of snow over him. Tightening his coat around himself, he turned in the opposite direction to take in the view of Stal once more. On either side of him were mountains, which boxed in a forest thick with trees. in the distance, he could see a fortress towering over the arboreal sea; likely where the patrols were preparing for the hunt.
Wasting no further time, Holden began moving towards the woods. For the past few hours, he had trained in open fields, with little to no coverage provided. If he would be caught easily, it would be here. While his body was dripping with pain from enduring Yerryn’s sparring, his determination overlooked the agony. He wanted to defeat the challenge set before him, to show Yerryn that he was not weak; that it was not his weakness that left Honler broken.
The sky shifted to a brilliant display of orange and pink as Holden reached the trees. The pillars of grey bark twisted and reached out towards the open air, vacant branches swaying above. Amidst the grey wasa several patches of verdant green, where pines stood. They would make for excellent cover, should someone approach. Moving behind one of the pines, Holden began to dig out the snow to leave a spot bared. Setting up a fire was redundant, if the ice would just quell the flames immediately.
Then, a thought crossed his mind, making him stop digging. Looking behind him, it was to his dismay that his tracks stood out amongst the untouched sheet of snow that coated the ground. It would do his efforts little good to have a trail leading directly to his hiding place. Thinking quickly, Holden reached past the pine’s needles, and gripped a branch. Managing to break it off, he carried the branch out, following his own tracks. When there was only a sliver of sunlight left on the horizon, Holden turned around and lowered the branch, dragging it behind himself to remove his tracks in the snow. At the very least, it would conceal them a little better than the darkness alone.
Occasionally, he would stop and listen for some indication of a patrol’s approach. Much to his relief, none could be heard. As Holden reached the treeline, he moved to his hole behind the pine, and planted the branch firmly into the snow. With his tracks concealed, he was left only with the matter of staying warm. Breaking off another branch, Holden brought his sword out of its sheath, and carefully carved off shavings of wood for kindling. The ever-faint crunch of snow made Holden’s hands freeze, as he looked over his shoulder. There, stood nobody; only the trees. Setting his sword down, Holden drew his bow, and slowly readied an arrow. The darkness hindered his perception, and it was painfully clear that someone knew where he was. Remaining as still as a statue, Holden waited for some betrayal of his stalker’s position. Within the darkness, he could make out the a man standing amongst the trees, and -- as if staring into a mirror -- a bowstring being pulled back. In panic, Holden released his arrow. it slammed into the shoulder of the man, as a muffled scream of pain resounded over the low whistle of the wind.
Wasting no time, Holden moved towards the source with haste. With another arrow notched, he glanced down at the reddish stains in the snow. Moving around the tree, Holden looked at the trail of blood leading away and further into the forest, accompanied by tracks. They were undoubtedly those of the patrolman who took aim at him. Confronted with the choice between pursuing the patrolman -- to make sure that others would not be warned of his location -- or putting distance between where the encounter happened and himself, Holden chose the former quickly.
He raced uphill in the patrolman’s wake, bow in hand. As he climbed higher, the evergreens grew more sparse, and the wind was stronger. As the tracks led into a cluster of pines, he slowed his pace. He slung his bow around his torso, and drew a knife strapped to his thigh -- his sword was still at the camp. Just as he approached the first pine, a man burst out from the branches. Before Holden could move, the man threw his weight against Holden’s chest, sending the both of them tumbling down the hillside.
Losing the grip on the knife, Holden threw a punch at the man as they wrestled in a cascade of powdered ice. Through the disorienting commotion, he caught sight of his own steel -- the knife -- in the man’s hand. He grabbed at the man’s wrist, in an effort to keep the edge from splitting his own flesh. The struggle was broken as they slammed into the trunk of a barren tree. The man groaned out in pain, and Holden would have joined in as well, had the wind not been knocked from his lungs.
“Alright,” the man said, remaining on his back, “you caught me. Just go easy on me, the arrow was plenty enough.”
“Wait,” Holden whispered hoarsely. “You thought I was a patrolman?”
“I did start to have a few doubts, after you damn near tried to kill me.” The man flicked his eyes to the partial shaft of Holden’s arrow protruding from his shoulder.
“I aimed to wound,” Holden explained, “to merely disarm you. Had I wanted to kill you, I would have aimed for your heart.”
“Perhaps. But I don’t think your accuracy will do you much good, now.” The man nodded towards the remains of something in the snow. Holden sat in silence, his eyes resting on the broken bow.
“A good friend entrusted that to me,” he said, crawling over to it. Lifting the pieces from the snow, he inspected where the limb was splintered. It must have shielded him from a rock in the snow as he rolled down the hillside.
“Sorry about that,” said the man, “really. We could head into the fort, snag a new one for you.”
“Walk into the fort? Just like that?” Holden set the remains of the bow in the snow with care. “And why should I trust you? We were fighting, tooth and claw not moments ago.”
“Over a misunderstanding,” the man said. “I assume you’re here for the same reason as me. You are a scout, as well?”
“I am, yes,” Holden admitted, “but a likeness in goals doesn’t assure my trust.”
“Why not?” The man stood up, and offered his hand. “We’ll pull through this, together.”
Looking at the hand, Holden pondered the alternative. Surviving alone would be a challenge, and presented the risk of coming across this man again; potentially as a foe. “Alright, but don’t expect me to risk my hide for someone I don’t know.”
Behind the mask, the man made what Holden could assume was a grin. “Quinarlan. My name is Quinarlan.”


***

Aside from the whistling of the wind through the mountains, the wilderness of Stal was exceptionally quiet. With only the crackling of a small fire to preoccupy Holden and Quinarlan’s ears, they could easily hear the approach anyone close by.
“I’ve heard talk of you, Holden,” Quinarlan said, tending to his wound. The bloodied arrowhead rested in the snow, leaving a hole for him to bandage. “You were the one in Rnyrt, right?”
“Yes,” Holden replied. He watched the glowing embers fight against the ever-present cold.
“Tell me what it was like.”
“Cold. Wet.” Hearing Quinarlan’s chuckle made Holden grin. “I can’t recall a moment where I was dry, or comfortable.”
“I would think not. Soldiers being assigned to maintaining the docile state of Rnyrt just call it the ‘swamplands.’ But, that is not what I meant.” Quinarlan leaned in. “Tell me what it was like to be a scout on an assignment.”
Holden was quiet, thinking of how best to describe it. “One of the things you realize quickly is that you become your own leader. Nobody is there to tell you right from wrong, aside from your instinct.”
“I always thought it would feel strange,” said Quinarlan, “to have such freedom in a place you have never been before.”
“Amidst the sensations of both fear and uncertainty, I suppose it felt a little strange.” Prodding the embers with a stick, holden thought about it for a moment. “You’re often prone to your own thoughts, and it isn’t until you’re facing the enemy that you realize any cry for help would be in vain.”
Quinarlan sat in silence, studying Holden from behind his mask. “I would find that doing what you did with so little training an impossible feat. It was your doing that the Rnyrtians surrendered.”
“I would have, too,” Holden said, smirking, “if I saw a river of soldiers flooding into my capital.” As they both chuckled, he relaxed against the trunk of a tree behind him. Where are you from, Quinarlan?”
Quinarlan let his chuckling quickly diminish at Holden’s question. “Well, I was born in Perona. Unfortunately, my father was not around during my childhood, so it was on my mother to provide for the both of us.”
“Is that why you’re in His Majesty’s service?” Holden asked. “To improve the way of life for you and your mother?”
“Ah, yes,” Quinarlan replied with a soft smile, dripping with melancholy. “When I retired, we’ll never want for more again.”
“I joined for the same purpose, to--”
“Quiet!” Grabbing handfuls of snow, Quinarlan buried the fire. He dropped onto the ground next to Holden, as the faint sound of galloping gradually grew louder and louder.
Amidst the darkness of night, Holden discerned a pair of riders in the distance. There was little doubt that the riders were heading for him and Quinarlan. “We can’t wait here,” said Holden.
“We’re not,” Quinarlan said, packing some snow into his coat. “Hide, and attack when they both dismount.” As Quinarlan closed his coat, he took an arrow from his quiver and stabbed the arrowhead into his chest.
Speechless, Holden could only watch as Quinarlan fell into the snow, stilled by death. The galloping growing louder prompted him to leave the corpse behind, as he ran behind a nearby tree and hid. The riders stopped at Quinarlan’s body, and one shouted an oath in frustration.
“Fools!” the rider shouted in rage. “The damned lot of the other patrolmen are fools! That is an On’hinian arrow in his chest, so there is no doubt of what took place.”
“Relax,” the other rider said. “We’ll just have it staged to look like a fight took place. He came at us, weapon drawn, bloodlust in his eyes.”
“Fair enough. Let’s get this over with quickly, I’m none too keen on freezing out here whilst the fool who did this has a warm bed.”
Peering around the corner, Holden saw the two soldiers dismounted, looking over Quinarlan’s body. Drawing his sword, he moved carefully, as to not make himself seen.
“Wait, look!” one of the soldiers said, pointing at Quinarlan. “He’s shivering -- he’s still alive!”
Quinarlan murmured something softly, so quiet that the soldiers leaned int to hear him. Suddenly, his arms wrapped around one of their necks, pulling him into a headlock. As the soldier struggled to break free, the other drew his sword.
“Drop your weapon!” Holden shouted, resting the flat of his blade on the soldier’s shoulder. Almost immediately, the soldier dropped his sword, and remained still, watching his comrade’s struggling grow torpid.
“Sorry to scare you like this,” Quinarlan said, “but business is business.” Letting the soldier in his hold breathe, he got up and dusted himself off. When he found the other still staring at the arrow protruding from his chest, he chuckled and shook his head. Unbuttoning his coat, he let the packed snow fall free, along with the arrow embedded in it. “A neat little trick to remember, Holden,” he said, before he went to the horses.
“You can’t take the horses,” the soldier Quinarlan nearly strangled managed to say, “it’s against the rules of the exercise.”
“Don’t worry, it’s not the horses I’m after.” Quinarlan searched the saddles, before pulling a bag off of one of the horses. “I think these, and the word of the two of you that you’ll return with a quiet report are worth your evenings not ruined.”
Without warning, the soldier at swordpoint ducked, grabbed his blade and clashed steel with Holden, sending him stumbling back. The other soldier scrambled to get up, but Quinarlan rested his point on the soldier’s throat.
“I’d rather watch this play out,” Quinarlan said, “and besides, should your man win, I’ll let you take that one back to the fort.”
Regaining his footing, Holden glared at Quinarlan. “You snake!”
“I’d recommend focusing on the matter at hand, Holden.” Grinning, Quinarlan gestured to the other soldier.
“Wait a moment, Holden? As in Sergeant d’Alnhart?” The soldier grinned. “It’ll be fun, beating you into shape.” Stepping forward, the soldier swung his blade in a downward arc. Holden met the soldier’s blade with his own, locked in a contest of strength -- one he was going to lose, given the soldier’s considerable strength.
“You’re not a knight, Holden, no need to fight like one!” Quinarlan patted his own leg as an indication.
While he would rather have turned his blade to Quinarlan, Holden had little choice but to take the advice. Lifting his leg, he struck the soldier in the gut with his knee. The soldier stumbled back, but kept his sword between himself and Holden.
“Seize the moment!” Quinarlan shouted. “Strike!”
Without hesitation, Holden struck the soldier’s blade with all his might, sending it to the snow. The soldier raised his hands in surrender, and Quinarlan clapped his hands.
“Not as green behind the ears as you two thought, eh?” He lifted his boot off of the other soldier. “Move along, or you’ll have to fare against me. And then, your night will really be ruined.” With his blade still in hand, Quinarlan kept watch over the soldiers, up until they rode off into the night, back to the fortress. “Now, before you lose your temper -- wait, woah!” He broke into a light jog to catch up to Holden, who was trying to put distance between himself and Quinarlan.
“You’re less of a man than most outlaws and thieves,” he said, not bothering to look back at Quinarlan. “You were going to sell me for your own benefit.”
“Was I?” Quinarlan asked. “I merely lit the instinct to fight for survival in you. You wouldn’t take the fight seriously as you had if I let you believe that your own safety was assured.”
Holden stopped, and turned around. “Is that in some spirit of mentoring me?” His tone was dripping with scorn, as he stared down Quinarlan. “You’re a coward, and you were looking out for your own hide. Admit it.”
“I have little to fear,” Quinarlan said, setting down one of the bags. He opened it, and reached about inside. He pulled out a piece of jerky, and bit a piece off. “While you may have more field experience than me, I far surpass your combat ability in nearly every case.”
“You think so?” Holden gestured to Quinarlan’s bandaged shoulder.
“Well,” Quinarlan said, his blade in one hand, jerky in the other, “should you be doubtful, then test me with your steel.” He bit into the jerky, trying to rip off another piece.
Without hesitation, Holden drew his blade, and thrusted it to pierce Quinarlan’s leg. However, the swift parry and punch to the jaw left him staggering backwards into a tree. He felt cold steel pressed to his throat, without even a second left to recover.
“Do you still need more persuasion, or will you let me help you?” Quinarlan pulled his blade away, and cleared his throat.
“Even if I were to believe you, why would you want to teach me anything?”
“For On’hino’s sake, if no other.” Taking another bite from the jerky, Quinarlan sheathed his blade. “You’re on the way to becoming something more than just a scout. The soldiers already speak of you, and the more feats you can complete, the more you’ll inspire them. You would feel much more confident in the company of a hero, wouldn’t you?”
“You’re assuming that I’ll be a hero, then?” Holden asked. While he was no glutton for vanity, the idea of becoming something larger than a scout was appealing.
“Well, with some work, I believe so.” Quinarlan offered his hand to Holden. “Put your trust into me one more time, and I’ll give you the training to be the scout that fits the stories the nation will tell.”
Looking at Quinarlan’s hand, Holden paused for a moment. Was he really going to trust him again? “If you so much as lie about the weather, I’ll stop at nothing to see you regret it.” Clasping firmly, he shook Quinarlan’s hand.
“I’ll see to it that I give you the truth from here on,” Quinarlan said, before he glanced at the fortress. “When this trial is over, you’ll be more than capable of taking the entire fort by yourself.”

Friday, February 12, 2016

Tales of Erelith: The Exile (Chapter 8, Part 1)


Holden opened his eyes to find himself in a small, dark room. A single window let in sunlight that illuminated the room enough for him to see. A door stood on the opposite side of the room, with a writing station next to it. Looking down at himself, Holden pulled off the silk sheets covering his body. He was absent of everything spare his smallclothes, exposing new scars adorning his core and forearm.
It took a moment for everything to catch up to him; Rnyrt, the elves, Honler, Marius. Getting out of bed, he moved towards the door. What happened? Why was he in a bed? Where was he? Just as Holden reached for the door, it swung open. A man in white robes stood in the door frame, and Yerryn right behind him.
“His condition upon return from Rnyrt was a hair from death, it’s a blessing that--” The man paused, staring at Holden for a moment. “So, you’re awake.”
“I am,” Holden replied. And, while he did not recognize it at first, his body was sore, and the scars throbbed with pain. “What happened?”
“We were hoping you would tell us,” said Yerryn, her arms folded across her chest. Her exhaustion was evident, rendering her indifferent in emotion. “Marius came here a couple of weeks ago, carrying you to my doorstep. He refused to speak a word of what happened.”
“And you were a mess,” the man continued. “Wrapped in bloody bandages, with a fever as well!” He extended his hand towards Holden. “My apologies, where are my manners? I am Gisheld, a volunteer doctor for the On’hinian Army.
“Holden.” Holden shook Gisheld’s hand, and looked at Yerryn. “What of Honler? Is he alright?”
“He was relieved of his active duty, and was sent to the capital for advanced healing.” Yerryn tapped Gisheld’s shoulder, whom bowed his head and left the room. She closed the door behind her, as she gave Holden a demon’s stare. “Talk.”
“I was sent out on my own to find the Rnyrtian capital,” Holden explained. “At the same time, Honler took a group of Sea Tigers and went to investigate an Aradian vessel beached not far from our camp. I believe they were ambushed by the Aradians and captured.” He paused, deciding on whether or not to talk of Leucis, and the things that happened that night. If Marius opted to not say a word of it, then so would he. “I am unsure of what happened, but they twisted his mind by the time I came to save him.”
“You went alone?”
Holden nodded. “The expeditionary forces were off taking the capital. It was foolish, but I could not sit idle while every second was a roulette for his life.”
“Beyond foolish.” Yerryn turned and opened the door. “I’ll have your uniform sent up soon. When you are ready, I will train you. You’re going to be very busy, after your performance in the Rnyrtian annex.”
“Pardon?”
“Colonel Marius sent his commendation for outstanding service and valor to His Majesty. And, you’ve caught the eye of the King’s Generals. While you’re not being paraded in the streets, they sent a letter of promotion to your name. Congratulations, Sergeant Alnharte.”
While he would have been excited over such news, Yerryn’s tone was soaked with scorn. “Yerryn, you have to believe me, I did everything to the best of my ability to save him.”
“That’s why I’m training you, Holden. Because, your best is not good enough.”

***


It was midday by the time Holden stepped onto the busy streets of Perona. He ran his fingers over the new attire that adorned his body. Leather padding was concealed under a layer of hempen clothing. Over that, he wore a coat to protect against the cold bite of the Frost. The streets were blanketed in white, as snow glistened under the sunlight.
“Can we help you, Sergeant?” one of the guards stationed outside Yerryn’s office asked.
“No,” replied Holden, “I was just taking in the scenery is all.” He moved through the crowds on the streets, resting a hand on the pommel of his blade. While he left his bow behind, it was rarely ever inconvenient to remain armed. Reaching the gate to the mainland, he approached the guards at the checkpoint.
“I’ll be damned,” one of them said, “it’s Alnharte!” He waved to Holden. “I heard about how you’re the one who brought Rnyrt to its knees.”
Taken back by such an outrageous claim, Holden shook his head. “I am but a single man, not the army who stormed the capital.”
“Spoken like a true hero!”  The guard chuckled, before waving him through. “Go on, Sergeant. There’s no need to waste your time on the logging.” He grinned at Holden, and bowed his head. “May Hino watch over you.”
“Thank you,” Holden said. Though he could not deny that the whole scene filled him with pride, he also felt it was ill-obtained. He did not bring Rnyrt to its knees. It was the work of Marius, and the Sea Tigers. He would have to find Marius, later, to sort things out.
There was a sea of pure, endless white surrounding him, as he traveled along the main route. There was a silence during the Frost, that was undeniably sweet. It was natural, unlike the silence when a predator is near, or the silence found in the dead of night, or where the divine fear to tread. As a gust of cold air blew past Holden, he tightened the coat around himself.
The sun began its descent towards the horizon by the time he made it to Saul’s home. The trees were stripped bare of their vibrant leaves, and it made finding the cabin quite easy. The last time he was here, he knew little of the life Saul let. He simply lacked the exposure to understand the burden a soldier had to carry.
Approaching the cabin’s door, Holden knocked firmly. He looked about his surroundings once more, only to realize something strange. There were no other tracks around the cabin; meaning nobody left or entered in some time. As chords of curiosity and wariness were struck in his mind, Holden tested the door’s handle. Without resistance, the door swung open; unlocked. He peered into the darkness of the cabin, while his hand gripped the hilt of his sword. To say something was amiss was an understatement.
“Saul?” he called into the cabin. When he was not answered, Holden ventured into the dark home. Almost instantly, he recognized the scenery; the dinner table, the fireplace, and the window overlooking the grounds where his marksmanship was molded. The only irregularity was how everything seemed so untouched, left at the mercy of time. That, and the door to Saul’s room hung wide open. Approaching the door, Holden felt a tickle of the cold, on his neck, and turned around. The sight he saw only chilled him further.
There stood a hooded figure in the doorway, as still as stone. While the unexpected sight might have unnerved others, it was nothing compared to what Holden felt as he stared at Saul’s scornful expression.
“Of all the possible people,” Saul started, his voice filled with irrefutable disgust, “they send the closest I could call my kin.”
“Saul?” Confused, Holden took a step closer, yet quickly regained the distance as Saul drew a knife. “What are you doing? What are you talking about?”
“Did they teach you to feign honesty as well?” Saul’s words were sharp, like the dagger he pointed at Holden. “I warned you, Holden! I warned you of the price for resting amongst serpents! Do tell me, what sweetened words did they use to have you barter your own soul?”
“Barter my soul?” Still gripping the hilt of his blade, Holden tried to piece everything together. If there was a way to talk Saul down, he would find it. “I came here to visit you of my own accord, Saul.”
“Why should I trust you? You would make an excellent assassin for them, after all.”
“Is someone trying to kill you?”
There was a long moment of silence, as Saul glared at Holden. Then, he groaned, lowering his dagger. “You chose an ill time to return home,” he said, slumping against the doorway. “I’m no longer the man I was. I’m now branded as a traitor for my involvement with the resistance, and His Majesty declares that I be brought before trial.”
“So you’ve abandoned your home?”
“Aye.” Saul turned to glance outside. “The King’s Generals have vowed to bring me to justice -- they’ll see me hang.”
“How did this happen?” Holden asked. Saul was a war hero, and had he been treated as such, the accusation of being a rebel would have been laughed off.
“The King’s Generals have wanted me gone for quite some time,” Saul explained. “I know of the treachery they have committed for the gain of power. My existence stands as a threat to whatever they are conspiring to do.”
“So, you think the Generals put me to killing you.” Holden did not need to hear Saul say it. “But what will you do? You cannot hide in On’hino forever.”
“I know.” Sheathing the dagger, Saul neared Holden, and placed a hand on his shoulder. “I’ve gone to continue this crusade in Tamef’s name. I’ll think of a way to put an end to their corruption. It is for your sake that I must refrain from explaining anything further on the matter.”
“I understand,” Holden said, “though I must ask something else.”
“Go on.” Closing the door, Saul sat down at the dinner table.
“I was sent out to Rnyrt with the expeditionary forces. Within a month, I have shed so much blood.”
“You’re feeling inhuman, aren’t you?” Saul stared at Holden with observing eyes.
“Yes. I have killed again, and again. Each time, I feel even less affected by the atrocity I commit.”
“Worry not of being unmoved by taking a life. It is mere a manner of goals. Rnyrtians are taught at a young age to reject the influence of other nations, as to preserve their brutish traditions, like sacrifice. You were taught to take two things into priority; your objective, and your own survival. Since your objective threatens the survival of their tradition, the Rnyrtians aimed to prevent both. In battle, think of killing not as a sin, but as proving your conviction to living and completing your mission.”
“Thank you.” Holden felt a great weight lifted off of his shoulders, hearing Saul say that. While he knew that he was not absolved of dealing death, he felt far less guilty of the matter. Like Tamef had told him, it was kill or be killed. “I have to ask something else.”
Saul shifted in his seat, relaxing back. “I’m all ears, Holden.”
“How do you heal someone who forfeits their hope in life?”
Saul frowned. “That is a question I prayed to never hear again.”
“Someone asked you before?”
“I asked, myself.” Sighing softly, Saul motioned for Holden to sit down. “I trust that you have heard talk of your father, and his heroics, yes?”
“I have.”
“Let me tell you of his last duty. He was no hero, then. We were assigned to patrolling the borders of Tarlmisac, to ensure that the remnants of the Umbral Horde could not escape into Siyerrod. It was a cold, dark night, and our patrol was resting at camp. Without warning, the Umbrals struck, and carved through our forces with little hindrance. Given the order to retreat, I escaped. But, your father was amongst the captured. I know not of what they had done to him, but when I managed to find him, he was laid there, a leg severed, his hands gripping the hilt of a dagger buried into his gut. He was twisting the blade, Holden; twisting it in some attempt to rid himself of whatever nightmares he suffered.
“At first, he said nothing to me. By Hino’s grace, I kept him alive, and an Onerian cleric was able to mend his physical wounds. It was a while before he spoke. But when he did, all he could say was that ‘he was broken.’ Screamed it at the top of his lungs, while he sobbed. It was the first time that I’d ever seen a man who was shattered by pain and despair, and I prayed for it to be the last. I retired from His Majesty’s Service, so that I could help heal your father. For the most part, it worked. He bought a farm away from the cities, married and started a family. However, he’ll never be what he once was.”
Holden sat in silence. Part of him could not believe Saul. He did not want to think of his father in such a pained state of living, wanting nothing but the embrace of death, awaiting nothing but the end of his days. It made sense, however. His father would not endorse Holden’s urge to join the military, and never spoke of himself as a war hero. Perhaps it was not that he was jaded; rather, he feared reliving the pains the Umbral Horde subjected him to.
“To answer your question,” Saul said, “I still await the day your father’s heart starts to beat like it used to.”
“I see,” Holden replied quietly. While he could not shed a tear on the matter, he felt his heart throb in pain. His father only wanted to protect him from ending up like him, or Honler; somewhere in Okeluiso, screaming that same thing; that he was a broken man.
“I’m afraid that I must end this conversation,” Saul said, standing up. “I doubt that the Generals will simply give up searching my cabin, and each moment I remain here bears the risk that I am discovered.”
“Understood.” While Saul made a hasty exit, Holden remained in his seat. The door was left open, letting the cold air flood into the room. He had left his home, and endured the harsh conditions of his duty, only to return and find everything discomposed. He failed Yerryn, Honler was the victim of some unholy agony within, Saul was a hunted man, and his father was merely a collection of broken pieces.
But, he could not turn back. Everything in his wake was a shattered image of its former self. The only path was the one before him. For better or worse, he would have to walk the path he chose.


***

“There he is!” The guard at the checkpoint grinned, though it was hard to tell. The nights during the Frost were very dark. “Welcome back, Sergeant. You wouldn’t believe what happened while you were away.”
“I haven’t the time to guess,” Holden replied. His tone would have been enough to send away most people, but the guard carried on, perhaps out of solely respect.
“Colonel Marius received word of your recovery, and came to Perona in search of you. He told us to inform you that he will be waiting at Lieutenant Yerryn’s quarters for your return.” The guard stepped aside for Holden. “It’s not wise to keep a man as fierce as a lion waiting, Sergeant.”
“Right.” Proceeding through the checkpoint, Holden paused for a moment to take in the sight of Perona. Past the harbor, an endless expanse of black collided with the celestial heavens, the beauty and glory above merging with the sea of uncertainty below. Would his path lead into the stars, or was his fate dwelling within the dark waters?
“Is something amiss, Sergeant?” the guard asked.
“No, I’m fine.” Holden left the checkpoint and moved down the street, returning to Yerryn’s office. The guards at the door were like statues, the fog of their breaths the only sign that they were even alive. Opening the door, he stepped inside to find both Yerryn and Marius there to greet him.
“Did you have a pleasant stroll, Sergeant?” Marius asked, folding his arms over his chest. His stern gaze was absent, however the look Yerryn had was fearsome enough. “We were worried that you were being ran late by wolves and outlaws.”
“I was out looking for some peace of mind,” Holden said. It was a lie, but there was no doubt that explaining his meeting with Saul was a bad idea. “As you can see, I’m well enough.”
“Then let us waste no further time.” Marius motioned for Holden to sit. “While the elves in Rnyrt justified our cause for annexing the nation, the good people of Oner fear that our intent was to claim far more. With us now at their borders, it is an understandable fear. In good faith, we are committing a unit of soldiers from the Royal Army to aid them in their war with Omem. I want you in that unit.”
“What of the Aradians?” asked Holden. “They still have a price to pay.”
“If we were to declare an open war against Arade now, then the fear of On’hinian expansion would rise once more. Not to mention, the forests of Arade have never been successfully invaded before. The preparation for such a battle could take decades.” Marius glanced at Yerryn. “Can you remember the last time an army tried to invade Arade?”
“Not quite,” Yerryn said. Her tone was cold as ice, though it seemed to bother Marius little. “The last notable aggression was the Umbral Reign, when the Horde tried its might against the elves. The Aradians did what it took the rest of Erelith to manage at Siyerrod.”
“Right.” Marius scratched his jaw, bearing a look of deep thought. “Then it would take an army with more might than ever before witnessed in Erelith. One that could contest the battling forces in the Origins. But, as I said, Arade is a long, distant dream at the moment.”
“Colonel, why do you want me in this unit? Why are we even getting involved with Oner’s concerns?” Holden was not too warm with the idea of going out to battle so soon. He only recovered from near death this morning. Even the piercing glares of Marius and Yerryn were little in comparison to the unfaltering chill that flowed through his body with his brush with death.
“Listen closely,” Marius said, “while we can sustain our nation’s upkeep through exporting quality goods, to rely solely on that would present the risk of our economy going stagnant.”
“I don’t quite understand.”
Marius sighed, and rubbed his own forehead. “Have you ever heard of Oase?”
“The nation wiped out by the Ar'taians, yes.”
“It was. Now, before the Cascade of Ice, the nation was renowned for one thing; having the most fierce and capable warriors to set foot in Erelith. They lived independent of the need for trade, but vended their strength to other nations, so they could improve their way of life.”
“A nation of mercenaries?” Holden asked.
“Indeed.” Marius cleared his throat, and looked to Yerryn. “Would you mind explaining this to him?”
“Not at all, sir,” replied Yerryn. “Our nation’s military is used in a similar fashion to the Oaseans.”
“What are you saying?” Holden asked, the blood in his veins starting to grow heated. “That I am but a mere sellsword?”
“It is not only about the Angits,” Marius said, “it’s about improving the diplomatic relations between us and Oner. The King’s General’s agreed that founding an alliance with the nation would prove extremely beneficial.”
“Then send in the entire On’hinian army,” suggested Holden.
“In time,” Marius explained. “For now, we offer as much aid as they can accept, until they permit us to grow fully involved. There is still plenty of time before the unit will be formed. In the meantime, relax. I understand that the ordeal you survived in Rnyrt is still fresh in your memory.”
“I will be training you personally,” Yerryn said, “so that you may embody the ideals of an On’hinian soldier in more than just marksmanship. We’ll be travelling to Stal to execute such training.”
Holden blinked. “Stal?” His confusion worsened at Marius’ chuckle.
“Ah, Stal,” Marius said, in some cloud of nostalgia. “It’s the crucible that changed countless men into glowing heroes. It’s an honor to be trained in such a place, Alnhart. I pray that you come out stronger for it.”
“Enjoy the evening,” Yerryn said, “because at dawn, we’ll leave.” Standing up, she bowed her head towards Marius, before leaving the room.
“I gather that she holds something against you,” Marius commented.
“She blames me for Honler’s condition.” Holden looked at the seat where Yerryn was. She did have some right to be angry at him. “When she was explaining my assignment, she asked me to look after him.”
“Never make those promises,” said Marius. “The Sergeant was more than aware of the danger he faced. Whatever happened prior to your intervention is of his own doing.”
“How could I explain that to Yerryn?”
“You can’t. There’s nothing in Erelith that can appease the soul after loss of love.”
“Loss of love?”
“Yerryn and Honler were to be wed when they retired from His Majesty’s service,” Marius explained. Perhaps he did not realize it, but each of his words only made the matter worse for Holden.
“I had no idea,” he murmured softly. Yerryn held not only a broken oath against him, but the ruined chance of love, as well. Part of Holden began to wish that Marius had never saved him, so that he could repent for his failure in trying to rescue Honler.
“I know that look,” said Marius as he stood up. “You’re blaming yourself for this mess. Well, I’m unsure of how to reassure you that you’re innocent, but…” He leaned in, lowering his voice as he stared into Holden’s eyes. “You have no time to grieve. Not yet. Keep moving, or let death catch up to you.”